I should be using Tumblr more. I think I’ll start soon.

The only reason I quit was because I actually had a life elsewhere on the internet.

But, that life came to a screeching halt recently too. So, I kinda think I should pay attention to my actual life more? Which means more venting blogs on Tumblr and such. Huzzah.

For now though, I think I’ll leave some lyrics that affected me. My life has gone through some crazy hell recently, ups and downs at every turn. Walking the edge between sanity and breaking point, it’s been stressful to say the least. And not just on me. I think it’s time I changed that, if I can.

From Wasted, by Cartel:

“23 now got his life in his hands
He’s looking all around and he doesn’t understand
‘Cause life’s too busy, things get in the way
We all feel alone every single day

And I’m 18 couldn’t wait to move out
It’s been 5 years and now I’m starting to doubt…
Whether all my dreams are just aimless stares
Looking off to someplace that isn’t there

When I’m 32 will I be miserable?
With everything around based on principle
Will I have a clue, oh wouldn’t it be nice
to never be alone in this wasted life.”